Psyco minded

Watching the Fried Rice series sometimes makes me frustrated. blaming oneself for an accident is one of the main part in this movie. Whenever something happens which leads to another person ended up getting hurt or seriously injured, the actors inside will start blaming themselves for the fault. They will say that IF they didn't do this and that at first, this won't happen. It's not one person blaming themselves, it's almost all the actors blaming themselves which makes the movie kinda BBUUUU~~ If they like to blame themselves so much, then should their mum blame herself for giving birth to them? If the mother didn't gave birth, they won't come into existence and nothing will happen and no one have to blame anyone. -_-" yea yea yea.. I know, this is just a movie but this happens in real life as well. Blaming once a while is ok.. BUT blaming yourself for everything? SO WISE MER? malas eh these people...

This morning attended the class to study the law. Went there at 8 and came left at 8 25. -_-" Went in there to fill in some forms and practiced the law paper. Got 4 mistake over 60 questions. 2 sign wrong and 2 police question wrong. shit eh.. Good thing that was just the practice. The instructor's voice is damn small, I could hardly hear him even if I'm sitting one table away from him. x_x He said that my law test will be on the 23rd. So the fastest I will get my driving license on august. T_T

Sometimes I do wonder if life is just a focus of one person. Like we live in this world and everything rotates for us. It's something like the movie with actor Jim Carey - The Trueman Show. It's like everyone stops their "act" when they are not near you. It's like when I'm in Brunei, the news around the whole world are just something made up to convince me that they actually exitst. Make it short, my subconscious mind is telling me that all these happenings are not real untill I go over to the actual place and witness it myself. |Seeing is believing| I wonder if the other continents even exist. =\ I always get these feelings when I read some of the news and watch movies. It's hard for me to explain but it just feels weird. Crazy thoughts... I feel like I'm a psyco when thinking about these stuffs. T__T