The way my mind jumps

Death is the only thing that is certain in life. Quoted from Mr. Lim.
Call me cold hearted, inhuman or whatever terms u can think of.. I dun care. This is how i look at it. Life comes and goes. Some died at birth, some died young, some died old. Died because of sickness, natural disaster, accidents, and some wanted to die cause of a sudden blockage of their thoughts. When deaths caused by natural disaster, many would cry for them. Mostly are relatives. Others might feel sad for their deaths and keeps commenting about what happened and they will FOR SURE picture themselves in that particular situation when the disaster strikes.. For me, I dun see whats the use of crying for their deaths. Not that I totally don't see the reasons why they cry but it's like whats the use of crying when they are gone. I admit that I will still cry IF any of my close relatives are gone. So some would wonder why I'm writing all these when I, myself, does the same. I'm also not sure. Just that this topic suddenly struck my mind when I was having my lunch. Saw the chicken leg in the bowl of soup and i got grossed and didn't felt like drinking the soup anymore. Then this lead me to think of the pictures that was posted on Minna's blog.
The recent hot news which involves thousands of deaths are the Myanmar Typhoon and the SiChuan Earthquake. Many are praying for the dead, donating for the unfortunate ones. Why get sad when someone die? I see no reason for one to be in a sad mood for a damn long period of time when one of their close one passed away. Crying and going emo DON'T bring the dead ones back to life. Death happens everyday. Every hour and every minute. The total energy in one closed system is conserved. The energy can't be destroyed nor created. There's a fixed amount of energy here. Around us, on earth, the solar system, the universe. Energy is needed to make a new life. Death gives out energy. This is the equilibrium of life. No death, No birth. Imagine a society where death don't exist. We would be like the particles in a solid. All tightly packed together. The word "comfort" won't exist anymore. Everyone would either be stepping on each other, lying on top of each other. there would be no space between 2 individuals. We won't get to bath. Our skin would just rot due to bacterial infection and we will be living zombies, skinless zombies. *that is if death don't exist* If you think this is non-logical and insane, dun bother reading my blog anymore. LOL! Read my blog's tittle and elaborate it to yourself. =)
Ok now. I know I sound heartless. This is just what i felt like. I do pity those who lost their house in the disaster, those who have no place to return to, those who lost their relatives, those who lost it all. Ones' death ain't the end of the world. We don't need to have the person physically every time. We just need them in our heart. That's a place where they'll be able to stay for as long as they want and never be gone. Love is just a word. Defined differently by everyone. The way I will define it? Another thing that comes and goes. It don't take two to complete the word. It is a word that has it's definition but it's generally undefined. One's love for someone don't expect anything in return. A mother loves her child no matter what but the child MAY hate the mother due to some immature thinking by both them self and their friends.
"Mummy, you're humiliating me in front of my friends with your ugly sense of fashion."
"Mum, don't lame please. you're making me look bad in front of my friends."
"Eh please, don't ask my friends silly questions. Next time don't wan ask my friends over liaw la."
That's how i define immature thinking. Friends do have mother's too. What makes you think that all the mother's won't act the same way? Parents are trying to blend in with their child's friends and trying to be as close as possible to their child. Trying to understand what's going on in their child's mind. Trying to teach their child what's right and what's wrong with "our" language - teenager's language. We might think that we know what's right and what's wrong but we still go do it. Temptations from friends. This is what makes the parents nag about the same thing over and over again.
I do think that I know what's to do and what shouldn't be done. But yet, there are times that I still find my mum annoying. *sorry mummy. =(* Like yesterday, I was sitting in the living room surfing the net. Then my mum came in and started nagging. Asking me to write the postpone letter, fill the forms regarding the NS, ask me to tidy up my bed after i wake up cause granny would nag at her, constantly reminding me to get the letter from the school, asking me why my head don't go spinning around after facing the comp for a long time when she will, and on and on and on. This is LOVE! trust me. IT IS. Try you see some parents. They don't even ask about their child. everyday early morning go work, late late back from work. During holidays or resting day, they'll do their own things. How to show their love to their child? Constantly giving money and maybe hiring a guardian who does not much caring to the child. This may sound like in the movies but it does happen.
Love for the opposite sex? Don't feel like talking about it. I have my own thought in my mind. 90% of my friends know who i like. It's their ultimate way to shut me up when i make them speechless. It's just like the :mute: button on the remote control. Instant silence from me but it triggers the L-O-L on others. That's all I'm sharing from my mind today. Will be sharing again some other time. =) Happy day everyone. Remember, happy mood gives a stronger vibration to your vibrational bubble around you. =P