Happy 18th birthday?

What's the difference between a birthday and the other ordinary days? Im not sure. Maybe this is the day that some people might greet u for being alive for this long. Ever since last year, i dun feel that someone's birthday is any much different than any other days. At ur birthday, u stil have to go through your daily routine. Maybe the food that u eat on this particlar day maybe different. Maybe the clothes that u wear might be a lil bit better than the other ordinary days. Or maybe your mood would be better.
People says that ther's only once in a life time sweet 16 or a sweet 18th. Whats so special abt it? Does this mean that the other birthdays are not so sweet? Just something weird that i can't really understand.
Rachel said that April 30th 2008 is a cursed day. Maybe it is. It's my birthday. And im on the legal age now. Hooray for me. SO WHAT?
Early morning woke up with a stomachache. Went to school and got my greetings from a few. I was so tired that i fell asleep for 5mins in bio class and almost fell asleep during phy in the afternoon. Had my math test in which i didn't really know how to do. We were supposed to be watching a video on a debate abt if drugs should be legalised during G.P. class. Something went wrong with my teachers comp. The video kept hanging there cos of some software problems with the video driver. So we ended up watchinng 7mins of the debate and 15mins of a brief video of what may happen if drugs are legalised.
Class ended at 3pm for me today. Got home. Switched on the comp, turned on some music and went to sleep. Slept till arnd 7. Dad woke me up coz we are goin out for my birthday dinner. A simple family dinner. Ate at joleen restaurant. The food there is just so so. Then walked arnd town awhile and came back home. Got on the comp awhile and my mum asked me to go offline coz she wanted to use the modem. -.-
So here's my very very sweet once in a life time 18th bday. A day which i just watch it fly by. As for my birthday wish. I only have 2 wish.
1) *censored*
2) *censored*
Wonder if wishes ever do come true. Or does the wish making process followes the principle of The Secrets? As for now, the principle of The Secrets still dun really work for me. Or maybe im jz applying the concepts wrong. Aikes. Dunoh. Dun care. Live life as it is. No such thing as luck nor God. Everything is destined for some reason. We live learn and die.
Oh yea. Smth happened this morning. My first set was my G.P. lesson. When i stepped into the class, a friend shouted my name and pointed at the whiteboard. Beside the whiteboard is a small section of a blackboard which the teacher left a note saying : keep the room tidy or smth like that. Below that notice was the shocking part. Someone drew a heary shape with red and inside the heart wrote "WH + M" and at the side of the heart wrote "kissing" WTF!! I knw that the initials might nt be reffering to me but what could be such a coincidence? I stood there starring at the board all stunned and my teacher kinda scolded me for it. I think he said that instead of wondering and talking abt whats written there, why not just rub it out and get on with class. And so i did. Took the duster and cleaned it off the board. Still have no idea who wrote that. Have to find out who's initials is the same as mine and likes a girl with the initial M. -.-
Yes i know this post sounds sad and all. Bare in mind that this blog's title is MY thoughts and point of view. Anyone who dun like it can just navigate to other URL or just go get ur own life instead of reading this post.
And lastly, happy birthday to :
1) Cacing's father
2) Royden's younger sis - Joann.
3) Izza
4) me.

/Adolf Hitler died today in the year 1945\

~*Why is it so hard? Why does it have to be this way? Out of my control! Nothing matches*~