First post of my life

This would be the first blog I've created since birth.. so yea.. There is this HUGE fire outbreak that burnt a house to the ground near my living place. It happened around 3 30 in the morning.. I went to bed at around 2AM and i woke up to turn off the lights in my room at around 4 AM.. When i was about to lye back down on my bed and continue my sleep, i heard this car's alarm that went off for quite sometime and when the alarm stopped, i heard my neighbors talking.. I thought that my neighbor was talking to his friends so i didnt really cared much about it and continued my sleep. When i woke up, my mum told me that there is this huge fire outbreak that burnt down a house.. that time i was still in a blur condition as i just woke up.. The fire was so hot that it spread to the neighboring house which was a friend of mine.. well, my friend's house basically was burnt on the 2nd floor cause the the 1st floor was made of concrete and the 2nd floor was made of wood.. The fire even melted the gate's lamp of the house just opposite of it.. u can imagine how hot the temperature was.. I think this is the most tragic fire outbreak that has happened in Brunei. It killed 7 people and injured hell load more other people. One of the victim was a Malaysian girl, another was an indonesian and the other 5 were Phillippinos.. 6 females and 1 male were burnt alive.. May their souls rest in peace.. They said that there are 7 other people was found missing.. i hope they are not in a pile of the burnt house.. =\
This even lead to the temporarily blockage of electric at my neighborhood.. They cut our power supply for more than 10 hours just because they wanted to carry out their investigation about the fire outbreak..sighz.

Enough about the fire and lets talk smth about myself.. Lets just hope for the better for the injured ones.. =(

My friend once told me to start my own blog and to express my self here.. So here i am.. Blogging..
Been feeling kinda down lately.. Most of it is because of LOVE.. I'm in love with this girl that i met last year... she knows that i love her and everyone knows it as well.. i never denied that im interested in her.. Last time i was able to be an optimist about Love.. but now.. i dun know what has happened to me.. i just cant really think positive alr..
I feel like i wanna go ask her for a chance to let us be together. But somehow i just cant seem to say out the words.. I fear the things that my friends are gona say about me if i got rejected by her.. I fear the rejection.. I fear..... =(
so i went up to a few of my friends asking for opinions.. they all basically told me to pull myself together and go for it.. so i guess ima go for it soon.. after the Progress Test that im currently having now.. =\ Just did the math test yesterday.. The paper aint that hard and its not that easy as well.. i think i can manage to pass but i wont be able to produce the results that im supposed to.. and tomorrow they are having their chemistry test.. Best of luck for them.. =)

just to let the readers out there to know.. IM NOT AN EMO GUY!! Its just that i've got alot goin on in my mind lately.. so yea.. will post em up in the near future.. that is if i remember to post em.. hahahahaha....
Here are some pics of me.. =)
This is me during Chinese New Year 2008

and this is taken during my visit to Singapore on December 2007